April 1st, 2004

lovage.

Well lately I have been thinking on the subject of love a lot. I know very well the difference between love and lust, I find my self lusting and not loving at all and I suppose that is why I can distinct this difference. The problem with this is I have come to feel as though I could never love again.
It is like I am numb to the thought that I could be caught up in some one, loving them. I don't know if this is because there is no one I feel for... or because I maybe don't understand the meaning in love anymore. I just don't know. I guess I will have to wait and see. This does not make me feel sad, just curious to an extent. Maybe I just need to find some one who I couldn't help but fall in love with and it could fall back into place for me.
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