I want so badly to believe that there is truth, that love is real
and I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd.
I have raised my grades alot. I think I had straight F's for a while and now I only have 2. I think I'm doing quite well but my dad is mad that I have 2 F's. This makes me soo angry. They should be so glad that I'm not failing every class, because I could say I am definately capable of doing so. If I could I would just say "fuck it" and take a g.e.d. because to me thats not the end of the world and high school is bullshit. These kinds of things drive me insane, I wish it was easier to be on your own, cos I would like to be.