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I like looking through old lj entries saved in my memories. I think thats because it is so much easier to remember good times you've had with some one than it is to remember the bad ones. All I know is that people require this thing called "space" sometimes. And other times people just grow apart.
It is good to know that for right now there are certain people that I feel I will never grow apart from. Ryan came up this weekend and I feel like a complete idiot for thinking he was mad at me over nothing for so long but I am definately glad he isn't.

This week sarah and I stopped talking over an argument we had before leaving for a bike ride. What she doesn't know is that I was not actually mad because of anything that happened in that argument. I think our relationship is comparable to Felix and Oscar of the original Odd Couple. In the movie Oscar freaks out and throws a plate against the wall of his appartment because he is furious with Felix for not going to dinner with 2 women in their building with him. But what he is really mad about isn't just the girls thats only one part. He is mad because Felix has driven him COMPLETELY INSANE for the past 3 weeks of them living together ALLL THE TIME. Now I admit it is probably my fault for not attempting to talk about this sooner before I for instance "Threw a plate" but thats what happened.

I don't know if or when our friendship will continue. but if it doesn't than I guess it wasn't really worth it in the first place. I can still remember all the good things.
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    gorillaz-feel good inc.

ok so.

I had a really nice day yesterday with my dear friend ryan in San Diego.I love San Diego. For some reason it felt like forever since we really spent time together and I realize its because the last time we really did was in january. Mitch didn't hang out. I still can't imagine why that was.
On a seperate note my eye is fucking swollen and I have no idea how this happened. I am going to the doctor's shortly so hopefully that will clear up....
My school work is kind of stacking up again and I really hope I get it done.
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    songs not to get married to.

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I love my darlings.
I feel so relaxed today.
I am hoping work goes smoothly today because last night it wasn't that bad at all. I really want to buy more stuff from american apparel. I want to spend moneyyy. I really don't have any to spend though.
Sarah is moving back home and I am really happy about that. I am hoping this summer brings good times.
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+I changed my layout.
+My room smells really good and I don't know why that is.
+I am going to see CHER tonight, no joke.
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    happy happy


wow I stress over nothing, I really need to relax.
Tonight was fun for the most part, after I get over all you bitches screaming and being demanding anyways.
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yesterday I picked taryn and brittney up for lunch, it wasn't that simple however, I had to leave and come back because they were out adventuring when I got there. The 3 of us made some brilliant discoveries about one another, we all like making lists, we want wierner dogs, and like riding bikes. We have got some biiig plans, oh dear, I mean BIG. I am super freaking excited.
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